On my long adventure I have discovered one major truth about the girl. She has an absolute disregard for my feelings. I have traveled and felt much pain and she ignores it. She has condemed me to be alone. To be by myself. For what reason? For what motive? I wish i fucking knew because to me there doesn't to be a single reason to act like this. The less she tries to be there for me at the end of my journey the more I dislike her. In fact I'm starting to loath her. Or maybe hate is a better word? I'm not sure. I'm so filled with anger at the moment that I can't think of a proper word to describe my emotions.
She promised to be my friend at the end. I call bullshit. A persons promises mean nothing to me once they have been broken enough.
A person only truelly cares about someone if they put their fucking moneye where their mouth is. She has not. She has repeated to me countless times that she cares about me, BUT SHE HAS NOT ONCE SHOWN IT. Not a single time since she left me has she asked how I was on my adventure or even let me know that she has read my texts. she has just been a bitch and I want the world to know she is a bitch. She has hurt me and helped me in no way. She may have a reason BUT THERE IS NO EXCUSE. fuck my emotions fuck my perception of her. Fuck her.
