The tension is rising and I can't hold it in. There is so much anger and emotion building up inside that I can't take it anymore. I just want to let go. Let go of all this pain and sorrow and fear so I can free myself from this circle I've been walking in for days. I need that cathartic release. That moment when everything you've been feeling just melts away like it was never apart of you. It was just a sheet of stone that fades away to make you feel like all the pressure and anxiety was just lifted off. Once that happens I will be a new man. I will be free and all will be forgiven. My path will finally be clear and definite. I will return home having reached the end of my journey and we will be friends.
... However, until then I am trapped and held back by own emotions. Until I can release everything I've been feeling I'm afraid I will wander this forest forever.
