Sex and the Party 2

I went to another party. This time with two of my best friends at a University an hour from here. I realized had some strong feelings and secrets about myself and sex. Maybe one day when I am not  so scared and confused with myself I will be able to talk about them. Right now I think they may be too personal even for the close friends reading this blog. They might actually make me feel worse than the breakup itself in some ways. I feel like a fucked up person.