Why does it make me angry that I'm not her top priorety? This is why I was angry before. It's not that I didn't think she cared, it's that I didn't think she cared enough. I mean I know why I think this. It's because I'm upset that she broke up with me. Obviously i'm going to be upset that I'm as important to her as I used to be. It's just fucking hard to accept that. I need to understand that I'm not the most important thing to her, we aren't together, she's not my responsibilty and I'm not her's, I don't have anymore influence on her life, and we need to date other people and I can't stop her.
It sounds so simple when I type it, but it's been 2 months, why can't I fucking grasp it? And why don't I want to.
