I still have some anger built up inside me. Not anger towards her. More like anger in general. This anger built up from this situation, so even if I don't believe it anymore, which I don't, it's still there. I still believe that the more love give the more this anger will go away, but I can't find anyone to love :P I don't even mean love in the romantic sense. I can't even find people to help. No one seems to need my help, or my caring. How can I love anyone when no one needs to be loved?
This is just a big mess of a problem. Well my psych teacher said the average time to get over depression is 6 months. Only 4 more months to go!... I'm getting pretty fucking used to disappointment.