Today I was studying for my calculus exam with ABC and guess what?... I HAD FUN. During the most random time to have fun I had TRUE FUN for like the first time since the break up. We were studying and listening to music and she was in my mind, but I was still having fun anyways.
It just kind of clicked. It doesn't matter what happened, I am still Darren Boulet. I don't have to be different if I don't want to. This isn't some spell that was cast on me to stop me from having fun. I can still have fun with my pals that have been with me since elementary school. She can wait because right now I'm focusing on me, my friends and having fun.
