This post is for my good friend ABC.
So here's the deal. Sex means a lot to me... yet I've never had it. How can a virgin say that sex is important to him. Well I think about it a lot. I mean A LOT. I feel like everyone has already had it and I should have by now. I haven't even made it to 3rd base. I sometimes wonder if there is something wrong with me as to why I haven't had it yet. I just want to get it out of the way as fast as possible. So when I heard about the university halloween party coming up I anticipated getting layed. I actually physically prepared myself to get layed (i wont say how. thats gross.).
I got to the party and got VERY drunk. The drunkest i have ever been. I kind of got this drunk as an escape from the problems I post on this blog and no I am not proud of that. I was dressed as a hippie and I found this girl that was also dressed up as a hippie. She was all over me. She was pretty much trying to grope me, but she was just as drunk as I was. As I was dancing there with her (keep in mind I was very drunk to the point where I could not properly stand) I came to the conclusion that this was very wrong and gross. She was a very dirty slut and I was not about to become one of those myself. I did not want to lose my virginty to that. I felt gross. Before anything happened I got my best friend ABC to get me out of there.
No matter how much I think about it I don't care. I will lose it only when the time is right. The wait just means that when it happens it will be that much better. I don't want to rush it.
